Wow

This is too weird. I cannot believe that I am actually doing this, but I guess that's what new beginnings are all about. I'm really used to the pen and paper diary method that I've been using since I was about 13, but hey, I'm starting life over so why not give this a try? Surprising since I'm supposed to be working in the Online world, you'd think I would have started this a long time ago....but hey - who knows where I've been lately?

I think my biggest fear is that someone I know will actually read this, and think I'm nuts for holding the views that I do. I mean, how many formerly religious Muslim women leave the scarf, leave their husbands and take a new cut at life all in the same year? I'm either going to be loved or I'm going to be hated, but hey- what's a few more mean looks when walking down the street? I've tolerated enough already- a judgemental community, friends who turn a blind eye, aunts and uncles who can't seem to keep their opinions to themselves.... Wow- what a rant...maybe I should keep my opinions to myself....

OK- maybe not. :-)

Well then, let the fun begin...